Well My day sucked as usual but It doesn't matter anymore what goes on I worry too much and I need to stop...all I do is worry about everything but me but anywayz...well I had an ok night didn't see Suzy probally went out clubbin or something I dunno know though hope she had fun...man things r fucked up right now between us and I dunno think things r gonna get better but I hope so I really do...well otheriwse my night was ok I got really fucked up and shit and it was fun didn't have to think about anything I love that...well I guess I'm gonna go But I love you Suzy so much and I hope u want what I want and thats for us to be together and happy... well laterz babe and everyone...<3